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Dear Diary,
recently,
i've been thinking a lot.
everytime i look at things around me.
it felt like it was trying to tell me something.
sometimes when i'm in my boyfriend's car..
looking at other cars passing by..
it just went throught my mind that it seemed like everyone have somewhere to go.
everyone had a destination.
whether it is to work, or to visit their friends, etc.
it is all part of life.
i just thought..
maybe its time for me to learn how to appreciate more and cherish more.
life is like an endless adventure.
there will be trouble times, happy times and time for silent thoughts.
right now,
its time for me to pick up a goal..
and work towards it..
i feel like i had no directions.
no motivations..
maybe baby is right..
even getting a wii for him is another goal.
i should start by making small goals.
and bit by bit,
i will start to make goals that seemed unachievable.
maybe this would make life more motivating.
neways.
recently,
i have been really sick..
im having some probs with my gastric problems.
its killing me now.
i'm losing my appetite and this is not helping me at all.
hope i'll be better soon..
cause this is painful.
another sidetrack..
there had been some hatred in me previously..
im trying slowly to let it go..
but i hope my friends could help me with that.
i do not want to go on like this.
its tiring to hate someone.
maybe you should let it go too, my friends.
lets just be happy with what we have..
and careless of others.
this way..
we can live life the fullest.
alrights..
its getting late..
these are my thoughts for today.
whoever is reading my blog now.
hope whatever i've said helped you in some way.
LOTSA LOVE,
Debbie.
11:43 PM
